How deep is the rabbit hole?

Denial
No, this will not happen to me. I refuse to believe and I will do everything possible and not to avoid this. I will fight with any reminder of it, I will change it! I was fighting windmills.

Anger
Why did I do that? Why me? why? I will crush and eliminate anyone on my way. Still fighting the windmills. 

Bargaining
Let's find the solution. Let's brainstorm and derive with a win-win solution. Let's make everyone happy. Windmills are almost gone.

Depression
It has happened. I hate the world today. I don't care about things. Life just passes by. Nobody cares. The deepest and creepiest part of all.

Acceptance
It has happened so fucking what? The life goes on. There is a floor in this hole. It is time to get out.

So life still goes on. And it will always do. Sometimes I am lost, sometimes I lose hope, sometimes I fail. But always I do get up and I am ready for everything. Sometimes it is difficult to make decisions. But I do. Sometimes I don't want to leave something behind. But I do. Sometimes I am scared to make another step. But I keep walking. The rabbit hole is deep enough to let me feel comfortable. My enemies are becoming my friends. Again. The flow of time is under my command. I am the captain, and my crew is up to me. It is easy to lead. Especially when there are nobody around. You become real. No more hiding.