I know that many have come this way, many have felt these very feelings before.

answers they have heard to their questions were different. what will be mine?

I define. I decide. in the very same time I just follow and observe. lately I notice - all that is radical is dualistic in the same time. what I mean is if something is deviating from the median it has in the same time both incarnations with opposite signs. if to explain mathematical model - assume 0 is a median for digits. if anything emerges which is not 0 it emerges both as positive and negative number. 4 cannot exist without -4. only 0 can be on its own, as a mirror surface, as origin of everything and nothing like that at the same time. a reference point.

but it is not only about dualistic appearance of things, it is also about every thing being dualistic. existence is non existing. it is difficult to explain but if you reflect long enough you will see it.

-∞ .. -4 .. -1 .. 0 .. 1 .. 4 .. ∞
                                  4 = (-4;4)

thus, love is fear and war is peace.