a beam of light

am still in two minds.. should I take the step? or should I not?

actually I know the answer. I am trying to collect evidences against my position. Do you have any? let's see.

Location. Yup, it's freaking far. Thus - perfect.

The matter. well, this differs from what I got used to, but in a positive way - this is the way up. But! yay, first but. The matter is a bit different from what I've been doing/learning before. It is connected, but not tightly. So I would loose some views. Unless I keep up with them on my own.

but I know what I want, now we will see what I need ~ what I get.