head's up in the sky, so far away, penetrating other realms
sky is full of slow explosions disseminating living force all around
we are a part of the circle we worth nothing on our own
interaction makes us what we are, please don't remove that
you made your mind and don't really want to change it
you want to be consecutive this time, no hard feelings attached
and no offense taken or given. we are now absolutely even
evil is live if to read it backwards or live is evil - it depends on the point
of view. one wonders - does it make any sense? I ask back - what does?
sense as in what we believe is reality is just a convention people agreed on
so we are what we choose. I am responsible for my actions throughout time
as I want to have continuity of events and my appearances in there.

do you feel sad? do you cry sometimes? so noone would see that or hear?
do you want to scream? so the wild scream would leave your lungs, travel
past your throat being in the meanwhile modulated and formed by your
vocal folds, larynx and articulators..but are there any ears around that
scream to perceive that air vibration? to understand energy driving the
necessity of emitting that sound blast sphere out, away from you? would there
be someone to hug you? to pamper, take care, make tea, hate you when you are late
give you a hand when you want to walk up on some sidewalk fence, wake you up
on Sunday morning just to have a descent pillow fight, make breakfast and serve it to bed
while you are still sleeping so you would wake up of smell and smile...

I am sure you are somewhere there, somewhere in this amazingly beautiful
snow storm, or maybe through it on the other edge of our planet in summer
heat, you can be anywhere now..I don't know when or how we are going to meet
I just hope this will happen. one day. or another.

nothing. makes. sense.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIngkXU_URs

Shut off to the world outside
In order to look in
Caught up in a battle
This is where I've been
Accepting negativity
Not listening to truth
I must return to lighter ways
That I knew as a youth
I used to move to
Create change
Realized and rearranged
Believing in myself I'd see
My dreams into reality
All my life
I felt confusion
Black and white
The colors of my
Illusion
Turned on to the world outside
To free myself within
Overcome this battle
Heeding love again
Since I want to feel then
I know I have to live
Got to move to create change
Realize and rearrange
Believing in myself I'll see
My dreams into reality
From the light
The color fusion
It's what works right
Do you feel my
Allusion
Illusion
Got to move to create change
Realize and rearrange
Believing in myself I'll see my dreams into reality
All my life
I felt confusion
Black and white
The colors of my
Illusion illusion illusion illusion illusion